My ABJD (Asian Ball Jointed Doll) just arrived all the way from Korea
The iple house logo on the carrying bag
And the excitement is building
Rose White skin tone and no faceup
she is 59cm tall Y.I.D size
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By Rachel Cunningham
i will not be grounded
i will not be told the images i am to imagine
imagining it all in bold color
so bold it seems to distort life
making it dark in a way
a way
away
away with it all
the madness of
it is meant to be
you were meant to do
a way
away out
away out into oneself
self awareness
knowing with all the senses who one is
satisfied with the boldness
the quiet boldness
of ones being
being silent
being able to do
being able to be still
holding the moment
all the joy
all the knowing
hope
fear
i will not be grounded
i will not be told the images I am to imagine
Me
Imaging 1
Imaging 2
Imaging 3
Imaging 4
Imaging 5
Turning into mee……
Imaging is the representation or reproduction of an object’s outward form; especially a visual representation (i.e., the formation of an image).
How many times in life do we form our or a image of ourselves? Is it accurate, do others read us right, do we read ourselves right? There is a freedom in saying NOPE to all those types of questions……
If I Am Me
By Rachel Cunningham
If I am not me then who shall I be
If it is not me
If I am not me then who will I be
If it is not me
I shall be a who
That seems right to me
If I am me….
Tags: poems, poetry, real, thoughtsBy Rachel Cunningham
Tormenting thoughts
Religion is tormenting
Being breathing gas fumes
The air is cold with chilly after-tones
Whispers making the brain swell
Hushed by love, drowned out by love
But not long till they scream again
In terror
Of faithfulness to evil paths
Covered in bright colors
lavished colors, piercing the eyes ever so softly
Trickling pain
As if a tear, as if a fear
But it is the stain of perfection
leering its head west of empty thoughts
Translucent
I almost don’t find myself there
The familiar hold, the crushing hold, I know
I know well
Well enough to not be well at all
I wish we never met
But on a deserted island
Where no thoughts have been thought
And no dreams have been dreamed
What wonderful lands we could have made
All but pieces, fragments of my imagination
Loosing hopes and realities
Washing clean a trace of sanity
Who was she
No one remembers
No one can tell
No one will tell
Hush the whispers
keep them lulled
Lulled into nothing completely nothing…..
Tags: poems, poetryA thing of beauty is a joy for ever:
Its loveliness increases; it will never
Pass into nothingness; but still will keep
A bower quiet for us, and a sleep
Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing.
Therefore, on every morrow, are we wreathing
A flowery band to bind us to the earth,
Spite of despondence, of the inhuman dearth
Of noble natures, of the gloomy days,
Of all the unhealthy and o’er-darkened ways
Made for our searching: yes, in spite of all,
Some shape of beauty moves away the pall
From our dark spirits. Such the sun, the moon,
Trees old, and young, sprouting a shady boon
For simple sheep; and such are daffodils
With the green world they live in; and clear rills
That for themselves a cooling covert make
‘Gainst the hot season; the mid-forest brake,
Rich with a sprinkling of fair musk-rose blooms:
And such too is the grandeur of the dooms
We have imagined for the mighty dead;
All lovely tales that we have heard or read:
An endless fountain of immortal drink,
Pouring unto us from the heaven’s brink.
Nor do we merely feel these essences
For one short hour; no, even as the trees
That whisper round a temple become soon
Dear as the temple’s self, so does the moon,
The passion poesy, glories infinite,
Haunt us till they become a cheering light
Unto our souls, and bound to us so fast
That, whether there be shine or gloom o’ercast,
They always must be with us, or we die.
Therefore, ’tis with full happiness that I
Will trace the story of Endymion.
The very music of the name has gone
Into my being, and each pleasant scene
Is growing fresh before me as the green
Of our own valleys: so I will begin
Now while I cannot hear the city’s din;
Now while the early budders are just new,
And run in mazes of the youngest hue
About old forests; while the willow trails
Its delicate amber; and the dairy pails
Bring home increase of milk. And, as the year
Grows lush in juicy stalks, I’ll smoothly steer
My little boat, for many quiet hours,
With streams that deepen freshly into bowers.
Many and many a verse I hope to write,
Before the daisies, vermeil rimmed and white,
Hide in deep herbage; and ere yet the bees
Hum about globes of clover and sweet peas,
I must be near the middle of my story.
O may no wintry season, bare and hoary,
See it half finished: but let Autumn bold,
With universal tinge of sober gold,
Be all about me when I make an end!
And now at once, adventuresome, I send
My herald thought into a wilderness:
There let its trumpet blow, and quickly dress
My uncertain path with green, that I may speed
Easily onward, thorough flowers and weed. ~John Keats
Songwriters: Young, Adam;
Breathe and I’ll carry you away into the velvet sky
And we’ll stir the stars around and watch them fall away
Into the Hudson Bay and plummet out of sight and sound
The open summer breeze will sweep you through the hills
Where I live in the Alpine heights
Below the northern lights I spend my coldest nights alone awake
And thinking of the weekend we were in love
(The weekend we were in love)
Home among these mountain tops can be so awfully dull
A thousand miles from the tide
Put photos on the walls of New York shopping malls
Distract me so I stay inside
I wish the rocket stayed over the promenade ‘cuz I would make a hook
And I fish them from the sky
My darling she and I were hanging on so take us high
To sing the world goodbye
I am floating away lost in a silent ballet
I’m dreaming you’re out in the blue and I am right beside you
Awake to take in the view
Late nights and early parades
Still photos and noisy arcades
My darling we’re both on the wing
Look down and keep on singing and we can go anywhere
Are you there
(Are you there)
(Are you there)
(Are you there)
Or are you just a decoy dream in my head
Am I home or am I simply tumbling out alone
I am floating away
(Floating away)
Lost in a silent ballet
(Silent ballet)
I’m dreaming you’re out in the blue and I am right beside you
Awake to take in the view
Late nights and early parades
(Early parades)
Still photos and noisy arcades
(Noisy arcades)
My darling we’re both on the wing look down and keep on singing
And we can go anywhere
Are you there
(Are you there)
(Are you there)
(Are you there)
Note from MEE:
This is my latest creation
I consider this art for my tummy and my sanity….
Please stare at cupcake while listening to the whole song for full laughing effect
~YOU’RE A CUPCAKE IF YOU DO~
By Rachel Cunningham
Little piece of sprinkled bliss
You fill my thoughts with temptation
How I crave your sugary twist on life
Promising in each frosted fold comfort in the eye of trials
(or at least social functions)
never give yourself up to being just a dessert
I see none outshining your sweet life
So frolic and play
soon you will never see another day….
yummm…